*Note dli na akung story
we just found it sa lab. 3
*Warning Pag-andam nmu og tisyu
It all started @ DMC
(A summary of a one Semester Love Story)
He was my classmate at my Social Science 3 (Philippine History) subject. I can’t even recognize him during our first meeting. He was just an ordinary student of the campus, one of the late comers’ students of our class. Yeah I remember he’s always been a late comer. Let’s just call him as ‘Mr. Numb’.
Mr. Numb was my first lover at the campus. We’ve became friends since the night of the Acquaintance Party of CCS Department. He had ask for my digits and so am I. The days after that night was extraordinary, we’ve exchanged text messages; we’ve asked questions about one another and share some good and bad experiences in life. A week later, we’ve become more than friends. I’ve never expected that we’ll become good friends after that night. Oh no, let me correct, more than friends. =)
It was so funny to think that we’re in the same school, we’re classmate at one same subject but it looks like the school was too wide for us. We haven’t seen each other and if feels like we’re living on a different side of the earth. But then, the situation was not a hindrance to us because we’ve believed that communication keeps a relationship healthy. Our relationship becomes strong even though sometimes we have a misunderstanding.
Indeed, it was such a nice feeling to be in the arms of the one you love (char!). I’ve never thought that I could fall for him this much (I’m in love… hehe). We’ve shared a lot of memories. Months passed, we’ve become more open to one another, I knew him even more, he told me everything about his life, his secrets and so I am. We never keep secrets to one another. But there’s something in his attitude that I couldn’t understand. Yah, he already told me that his a Goth, a loner. And I’ve tried my best to understand that kind of manner.
Until one day we’ve decided to part different ways. I’ve broke up with him because I felt he doesn’t want me anymore; I think he wants me to stay away from him. Mr. Numb wasn’t worthy for my love and that he was still like an immature baby. And it hurts a lot to my part that he doesn’t seemed to care about what I feel and most of his actions were opposite to what he said to me. =( You know what hurts more?! It was when he told me that he likes my friend (classmate pa jud) “I really like her…” that’s what he said. OUCH, it really hurts!!! It was just days passed before our break up and he already had a new one (whewww) and the worst part is that of all the girls around the campus he chose to have a relationship with my friend. “Okay raman unta if magsila but not as early as now sa pod unta… He doesn’t have respect to the 3-MONTH RULE sa break-up!!!” I keep asking myself why??? What have I done wrong to him? And I end up crying because I can’t find any answers to my Why’s… ;(
And now I’m starting to hate him (them) but I do still love him (not that much na noon). I just hope that someday I’ll be over him.
*dba how sad*
mra cla og c basha og popoy
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